Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Slacking

I realize I haven't posted in a while. Sorry about that. Since I'm with Marce and her family right now, I've been kind of busy..and exhausted. =) On the train, I got two hours of sleep. Yeah. Needless to say, I'm still trying to catch up. And, of course, there is always the time difference. But, it's still been pretty fun. There have been some hard times when the memories just are too much, but I think it's been okay. I mean, every single day at home, I would come across something and just start thinking about her. Some days it's a lot better than others, but it's still a hard process. Incredibly hard. I'm just glad I've got a good family to help me through all this. I'm sure the memories will never stop coming, but I don't want them to stop. I can stand the tears, and the pain, because I know I will get to see her again. But for my time on earth, I don't want to just forget about her. I loved Kelly so much, and I still do. And, some of the memories I have of her are good, and some of them aren't. It's just the way that things work.

Peace
Sam

2 comments:

Don said...

I love what you have to say. It is hard and we will miss Kelly, but we know that some day we will all be together again. Isn't God wonderful.

I Love You,
Dad

Karla W. said...

I can only imagine all the memories...both good and hard. Mandi's only been to Children's once since we left and she ended up crying, feeling terribly sick and nearly throwing up with all the overwhelming emotions that were brought up by returning there. You are not alone. :)